love story

yesterday was a last day for aika n kerang...it sounds sad..

then who wonder kerang ask aika for lunch with farid...
i did not go because of my duty as a student to attend class..

then it's about 4.30,suddenly white MyVi stop front of me at acADEmic lobby..

aika n kerang inside the car..
then kerang fetch me n aika to sri ayu...otw to the kptm gate suddenly kerang saw his friend..
salted fish..

then salted ask kerang to send him to cimb bank..

kerang: 'bro ,nk g mane?
salted:ak nk kne bank in dui..mak dah bising..
kerang :jom !TP KO kne duk belakang..hehe

then we going to section7
on the journey..
kerang's car rn of petrol..

kerang : shit!minyak nk abis..bro ak tuang minyak dulu k?pape text ak..
salted:bro ak xde kdit doe..

after a little discussion they decide to ask accompany salted since i have prepaid..
inside my heart..oh GOD u know how much i adored salted..shit this is an opportunity..but i am a girl...ooo...

then...
we wait 4 kerang n aika....
suddenly..salted talk to me..

salted : u know what always see u at college..u the one who take part in debate last sem rite?
me : yes.

salted : u also always go to lecturer building ..actully..i like u..
me: huh?'wordless'

then kerang n aika arrived..we went to sri ayu..inside the car i become so silent..same as salted.oo suddenly,

salted :CAN I have your number?
me : i dont hav hp...errr.err.err..
salted:but just now u used the hp?
me:err.err.errr

then i felt asleep inside the car..until arrived at sri ayu..
then ...
salted :thanks for accompay me at bank..

then i left them before i said thanks to kerang since he is busy talking with aika..

at night..

me :shit..apesal no ni asik miscall2?tampar baru taw..
aika: kol la tnye sape..
me: ok..

after i called te number i find out the person is salted..e took my number frm my hp when i sleep inside the car..
time goes by..finally we become friends..........







nota kaki : this is fantasy story between me n aika while we r doing assignment ...i love to hear aika's fantasy story..
thanks aika for cheer me up last nite..i'm getting better babe...

concern

my great concern is

not whether GOD

is in our side

my great concern

is to be on
GOD'S side....

kamu

Aku ingin bermimpi denganmu
Ke awana untuk teman bintang bulan
Kerananya lebih terang sinarnya
Dengan kehadiran kau dan aku

Bagiku kaulah yang terindah
Manisnya senyuman anugerah Tuhan
Memarakkan api dalam diriku
Tak pernah aku sangka ada

Asingnya buatku
Asyik memikirkan dirimu

Kau umpama susun silang kata
Yang terakhir untukku
Sekian lama ku mencari
Rupa-rupanya di depanku
Hidup ini tak bererti
Jika tiada cinta di hati
Untuk terus ku teguh berdiri

Bagiku kaulah yang terindah
Manisnya senyuman anugerah Tuhan
Memarakkan api dalam diriku
Tak pernah aku sangka ada

Asingnya buatku
Asyik memikirkan dirimu


Dan tak kira apapun
Yang terjadi dalam mimpiku
Usahlah ia berakhir
Tanpaku memilikmu

aku jatuh cinta

Sudah lama mencari
Tapi tak ku temui
Rasa yang selalu
Ada di hati
Ada di hati

Kini aku temui
Jalan cerita cinta
Sekian lama mencari
Cinta

Dulu cinta
Tiada lagi
Dan aku masih mencari-cari
Kerna hati ku sanggup menunggu
Cinta dari mu


Memang benar aku sudah jatuh cinta
Memang benar aku hampir jadi resah
Bila cinta dari mu hadir bagai lena dari mimpi
Bagai perasa

Dulu cinta
Tiada lagi
Dan aku masih mencari-cari
Kerna hati ku sanggup menunggu
Cinta dari mu


Memang benar aku sudah jatuh cinta
Memang benar aku hampir jadi resah
Bila cinta dari mu hadir bagai lena dari mimpi
Bagai perasa


Memang benar aku sudah jatuh cinta
Memang benar kata hati ku pada mu
Tapi aku tak kuasa
Mengatakan pada mu
Rasa cintaku
Rasa cintaku

Ku akur selamanya

Memang benar aku sudah jatuh cinta
Memang benar kata hati ku pada mu
Tapi aku tak kuasa
Mengatakan pada mu
Rasa cintaku
Rasa cintaku

Ku akur selamanya

week

another 7 week 4 final..
this week was a bit tired..
with unhealthy health...

but this week was fantastic..
tomorrow we have eco common test..
wish me goodluck..


btw,my relation with him goes smooth n fine...
i love u darling~:)

post

the post that title h , a , n , i , s
i dedicated to u dear..hope u like it....

when we meet today i feel like in heaven..
i do love u..
yes i do love sayang..
for all tht we through.. i do love u...
thanks 4 everything...
thanks babe...
when i met u i feel like i'm hug thousand star in universe..

s

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

i

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky
Sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small-town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me, who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you,
with you...

n

Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita...

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia...

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir...

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan....

a

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

h

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leather studded kiss in the scene
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertical stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

you

keeps on mind..

haha..
who loves you...

none

lapar..lapar..lapar...
assignment xsiap lg...
saya semakin malas..
malas...dan sangat malas..
somebody plz wake me up~
plz...plz...
i'm begging u...
final around 7 to 8 weeks..wake up..sleep wake up sleep..

oke mid sem oliday turn to the end..
tomorrow starts class after a week we break..hemo..hemo..hemo...

mengantuk...
lapar

the end~

p/s: td main badminton saya menang..haha

hearing

• hearing..
• rase mcm dr love pulak...
• ye saya sudah tiba di sri ayu....lincah menulis assignment mkt...tibe2 telefon berdering..hey my bff..ramble bout crap think ..tp tetbe bkk cite psl love..
• second person fahmi who is also my bff..love again..hah!hari love ke ini...?
• thirdly.....raja shafiqah...also bout love..AGaknye mmg hari love kot...
• love..love..love..
• bateri kehabisn kredit habis krn cerite cinte...haha
• bongek btol..love such a messy thing to think...
• what is love?
• i love love!haha,,hamik ko sudah merapu ini budak..

p/s : fine sambung buat assignment ctu.....allahuakbar!

change

• i need to change..
• changes..changes...
• wake up..i need the changes..
• like sharina said..change wa change change!
• be useful person who look up a better future for her life..
• be useful to her family nation as well as world..
• change tht i need come to me or i will hunt u..change o change..
  

mari mari mari..goodbye

• sudah tibe masanye..

• masa membayar fidyah sudah tamat..saya perlu menukar status..
• now i'm as a student ..
• go..
• sri ayun kptm bangi here i come..
• welcoming me this nite....
• goodbye ampang..
• goodbye mid sem break..

song

this song i dedicated to my ex chemistry teacher who loves this song much..

Dengarlah hai sobat
Saat kau maksiat
Dan kau bayangkan ajal mendekat
Apa kan kau buat
Kau takkan selamat
Pasti dirimu habis dan tamat

Bukan ku sok taat
Sebelum terlambat
Ayo sama-sama kita taubat
Dunia sesaat
Awas kau tersesat
Ingatlah masih ada akhirat

Astafighrullahal’adzim

Ingat mati, ingat sakit
Ingatlah saat kau sulit
Ingat ingat hidup cuman satu kali

Berapa dosa kau buat
Berapa kali maksiat
Ingat ingat sobat ingatlah akhirat

Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim

Pandanglah ke sana
Lihat yang di sana
Mereka yang terbaring di tanah
Bukankah mereka
Pernah hidup juga
Kita pun kan menyusul mereka

Astafighrullahal’adzim

Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim

Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim
Cepat ucap astafighrullahal’adzim

taken

officially my heart is taken by hanis..
yes.........

i do love u
i miss u ..
i care bout u..
never leave me....

bertunang

hye..

• ye saya sudah bertunang..
• sejak bile?...sejak kecil..
• siapakah jejaka itu?...senior saya di sekolah..dia adalah pilihan ibu bapa saya..
• pada mule nye tidak percaya tp itulah kenyataan..saya sudah bertunang dan ....apabila mencecah umur 23 thn kami dikehendaki berfikir sama ada hendak meneruskan pertunangan ini atau tidak..
• adakah saya suka die?....mungkin pernah tp tidak sekarang..kerana sekarang saya bersama hanis ..hanis baik hanis hot hanis my everythink..he is nice eventhough die agak brutal tp....i do love him...
• baiklah siapa tunangan saya?oh ya..senior yg saya kenal sejak tadika..namanye 'n' \
• perlu ke saya kenalkan kpd andAa semua?..tidak sebab die terkenal di kalangan rakan-rakan..
• pernahkah kami membicarakan soal ini?....tidak kerana kami tidak pernah bercakap di sekolah dahulu...
• kini die bekerja di kementrian w...
• oh saya pening..kenapa harus ada pertunangan saya dan n sewaktu kecil?
• die baik tp..tidak ,,ye dulu cinta monyet..saya mengaku pernah terfeeling..tp tidak sekarang..
• so plz..when i am 23 years old..let me go...u deserve better....
  

tidakk...

selamat malam

Biarkan berlalu
Semua kepedihanmu
Lelapkan matamu
Biarkan mimpi membawamu
Ke mana kau mahu
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku
Siang kan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu

Biarkan berlabuh tirai kisah semalam
Yang indah itu ada padamu
Dengan setiap impian dan harapan
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu

Kan ku menjadi arjuna dalam mimpi-mimpimu
Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku
Pari-pari ku utus bawa kau ke sini lagi
Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman

Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
Woooo...

Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
Woooo...
Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu

Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku

penat..

saya penat kami penat..
saya seronok mereka seronok..
kami berkumpul bercanda melepaskan rindu bersAMA...
ikatan kekeluargaan yg kukuh..
saya suka sayang cinta mereka..
faamily gathering yg success..
terima kasih kpd semua yg terlibat..


sekian~

family day

family day..


date 13 februari 2010 -16 februari 2010

venue :tanjung tuan resortn hotel port dickson...

i can't wait...yeppy..holiday time...

mid sem break

mid sem break..
1 week..
seperti kate miss izwa..
mase untuk membyr fidyah..
tp terbyr ke?
mungkin tidak..
huhu..
happy mid sem break people..
i gonna miss my salted fish..

your guardian angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

i never told u

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih

Bertuturlah cinta

Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Kusandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu

Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik resah
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit

Ketika Cinta bertasbih Nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud sukur padamu atas segala cinta

kerana..

kerana siti naquiyah aku g kelas ctu semalam..

dgn 100 % kemalasan..0 keminatan..

tp ...100 % kesyukuran..
kelas xsampai 30 minutes dh boleh balik..
plus last kelas ustaz ajar..so i feel good..

sampai di penghujung kelas..aku berkata sadaqallah hul azim..maka ketawa seisi kelas..


moral nye...kdg2 yg kite xnk la kene kite lakukan..sebab mungkin ade hikmahnye...

kengantukan mengakreditasi diri.

selamat pagi...

yeah today i feel sleepy..sgt kekurangan tidur...
sekarang menekan keyboard komputer library..
kelas micro dibatalkan kerana miss mc..
miss y u xbgtau awl2..kalo x ley wat overtime tido..
dh la bersengkang mata wat homework..
warghh..menguap..dan mata sangat sepet krn mengantuk..

hari ini rase seperti undefined..
chelsea menang bermakna die masih di atas..
2-0 menentang arsenal telah menggagalkan man u untuk merampas takhta...

kejap lg kene anta proposal tuk di semak,
pegi bilik che wan untuk dptkan harga mknn 4 dinner..

this friday start cuti..
i can't wait 4 family day..sgt xsbr..
rindu mak,ayah,opah,adik,ayong dan semua..
ye adik umyra rindu kt die.
.nak balik nak balik..
.dah 2 minggu x balik..
benar kate org rindu kt family
lg hebat dari rindu kt boyfriend..haha

maaf entry kali ini mcm bercampur2..
kerana minda xset..
semakin mengantuk..
dan mengantuk dan
sgt mengantuk...
lastly i'm just miss
my salted fish as well as f..

sekian

kisah ahad mlm isnin

chelsea menentang arsenal...ibarat macha melawat keluang man...

menanti penuh debaran krn bkl melihat penentu liga slps ni..go to lose chelsea..draw also enough..

sekian..

• kemengantukan menerjah diri...tidur xcukup..ye smlm overnite buat kali ke-2..lebih advance tp masih buhsan...btw dianggap berjaya dlm keadaan yg kritikal..kerja gila..kalau ade road block pasti tidur di jail..tp bukan kami yg menaiki kembara..tetapi kwn haziq..thanks to drivers yg setia memandu..pemandu berhemah berjaya membuatkan aku tidur di belakang..
• dengan ini anugerah ini diterima oleh haziq..
  
• kegilaan kpd man u semakin menebal tatkala ramai peminat man u di sisi..

• kerinduan kpd kau semakin kuat tatkala kite semakin jauh...ye pasti jawapan nye,...saya sayang awak..jom kahwin...hehe mood menggatal sudah tibe...ye betul i will love u until my last breath..
• mood bercampur baur ketika menunjukkan saya penat..sekian...
• malam ini memimpikan kekalahan chelsea sekali gs memberi peluang man u merampas takhta.. sekian...............
  

Sewaktu dahulu...

Senja nan indah ...bersama housemate,kisah bermua apabila sharifah dpt satu sms..pasal kemusnahan masjidil aqsa..masing-masing seperti menginsafi diri..

Pasal kiamat,kisah dajal,nabi isa,titian sirat..semua keluar...

Di pertengahan diskusi,terbit tentang cerita solat di waktu kecil....

Kisah pertama...

Apabila di suruh solat,solat secara mengira...1,2,3..sujud..1,2,3 duduk antara du a sujud terus bg salam...ketika membaca tahiyat,hanya sebut perkataan tahiyat terus bg salam...

Kisah kedua...

Semayang depan tv..

Dulu time kelas agama darjah lima..seorang rakan bertanya kpd ustzh...’ustzh bole x kite semayang depan tv?’ ustzh bertanya mcm mane awk semayang depan tv?bdk tu pun ckp ‘saya ikut je la dpn tv,imam rukuk saya rukuk,die sujud saya sujud..bile khutbah duduk depan tv..maka ketika itu berderailah ketawa kami seisi kelas..

Kisah ketiga..

Seorang bapa baru pulang dari masjid melihat anak-anaknya menonton Hindustan..maka die bertanya kpd anak2,dah solat ke belum?msg2 menggeleng kepala..maka tv terus di tutup dan ank2 disuruh semayang..maka di antara 3’3 adik beradik,si kakak memberi cdgn untuk menipu semayang..lantas mereka menipu dgn cara semayang 2 minit..caranya..rukuk 1 minit 1 minit lg berdiri tegak...

Kisah keempat..

Apabila disuruh solat..seorang budak masuk ke dalam bilik dan mengunci bilik..apabila 5 minit kemudian buka pintu dan apabila mak nye masuk terus bg salam..

Kesimpulannya...

Kadang-kadang bile teringt kisah dulu rase sgt segan..tp kelakar pun ade..tp tu semua kisah dahulu...

p/s : sgt bahagia bercerita dan berkongsi bersama housemate...

felt like dying..

• kesibukan melanda hebat...!ibarat tsunami..ku gagahi demi tanggungjawab..td kelas bel sir izzat kate enjoy your life as student..then he make me thing?do i feel my life now?yeah maybe...i quite agree ngn opinion die...bile dah keje x dpt enjoy ...kne fikir psl financial diri psl kawen la...huhu
• yeah everyday when i woke up ,memasang niat untuk belajar bersungguh2.mengurangkan benda merapu2 dan cocentrate on study..
• minggu ni test mkt n acc...tp study x lg..ketika sedang menulis hanya ak n asma dlm bilik..aika ade kelas...i need to change...walaupun sesibuk mane study must be priority..4 future..
• sebut psl future,...mungkinkah akan tercapai impiAn ak...same2 kite berdoa..hahA
  

february

• welcome february...ku sambut dgn tgn terbuka...february resolution di blog..saya mengupdate sebyk yg boleh..iye..hopefully..dgn tugas2 kolej yg berlambak di samping assignment xkurang juge test yg dtg seperti peluru berpandu..whoa..like a disaster...

• well on the opening feb,red devil won against arsenal..3-1..hot giler..even xdp tgk tp saya bangge dgn mu...glory2

• wah sem 2 maki hangat...wat masa ni subjek mkt243 plg susah nk catch up...hopefully this sem no repeat paper..saya takut...!
• hopefully this sem will flow smooth..
• btw this sem i keep thinking bout my salted fish..he's gorgeour to me..ily u syg..
  

aktiviti..

• motif post kali ini adalah menunjuk2..
• so,minggu ni kami xbalik,kononnye nk study tp rase nye xpun...
• pada ptg ahad tu kami telah mengabdikan diri di camera.
• lebih tpt lg kononye bersukan..hehe
• di sini sri ayu ye saya bahagia dgn mereka
• kami hot...rock babe~
  
• yeah sgt hot n cold krn main hujan..yeye..
• ok di bawah adalah gmbr2 yg telah di snap..

i.s.s.u.e

haih kenapa ko sering membangkitkan hal ini.
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ye ak mmg ltk picture nmpk rambut..

so what yg ko expect dari ak?pki tudung labuh

mcm ex bff ak akhirye jd hipokrit sbb seorang lelaki yg kononnye cinta smpi mati..hell ko
harapkan ak mcm die..maaf ak xsesempurna die plus ak xperlu nk jd mcm die...

ye ak pki tudung tp pic nmpk rambut..in fact ak x alim syg!

kenapa?ye niat ko mmg baik tp kite dh bincang kan..hell btw ak xg clubbing pun...nak ke ak g?


well yeah like we just discuss inside car last month..i fine no culture shock la..


thanks 4 your concern i appreciate..yes i do love u,...all tht we done together..i do love..thanks 4
everythink but dont expect me be like others.

.i'm just a human tht not perfect